When will this end?

I have to go into the Dermatologist and the Plastic Surgeon for my 3 month check up. I can't believe it has been 3 months since the big "C"!!! There is a mole on my leg that my dermatologist did not like and she will be cutting it out this time. I am a little nervous, keep me in your prayers please :) The plastic surgeon just wants to make sure everything is healing nicely, I am still numb on the top of my head and along the hairline where the incision is. Last time he said that if this is still going on at the 3 month check up it will probably be permanent. So do you think if I don't go into the check up then that means it won't be permanent? he, he, he.